hi all it has been sometime before i have up dated my bloggy, oh well today my ex who was my first first bf pm me on a msn, thought last time we were once together, the feeling i have for him and my recent bf was really different, the reason he gave and have left me was because he wanted to cocentrade on his studies and i accepted it but it was kinda painful...
as time pass by, thought we were separated i still have feelings for him , just now when i was chatting to him, he kinda hinted that he wants a patch, and i really dont mind patching back together with him cos i really like him, thought his year is his o levels but still i really liked him alot, and he is the only bf that i have been attach to for the longest, and i really like him alot, but anyway today he wants to meet me up and maybe if things goes well we may be back together again and if i were get back together with him i would be happy hahaha, but still he was afraid to ask me directly cos he was afraid that i may not accept him again, but the fact was that i was waiting for him to ask me to go back to him, cos when i am with him the feeling was so different, everything i felt was kinda perfect. but welll we can say but stillto matter what after a wound recovers there will be still scars left at where the wound is. but oh well, to my feeling the chances for us= to patch back is kinda high but still there is still a low chance where there will be a no ... so we shall see how things goes.
oh well, time have passed so fast and i cant believe it is going to be christmas soon, i have broke up with my bf bout 3 weeks and it seeks to be just yesterday, and u know something i just found out that my the last last bf, he was seeing someone behind my back while he was with me, and all along my guard feeling was correct, oh well, i knew as much when i know him the first time, he always tells me he is busy and so on but where he is after his work ? bugis playing game... what i do i kept quiet, week ends call him to accompany me, what he told mee ? he told me he was busy but after that i found out he is drinking at tanjong pagar at a aj pub i also kept quiet, and whats the best part ? promised to call me everytime also din call i still remain silence, told him to sms me in the mornign when he is up ? did if for the first 2 weeks than after that he din and when i called him and said wah never sms me he said i know u will call me so i din sms, i was like ok but i already saw the end of the relationship was drawing near... oh well, i dont wanna say who is he but u know who i am saying ... cos i have spoken to afew of ur ex and they said the same thing, but anyway let me tell u this, don enter a relationship and start to tell people that u wan him to be loyal to u and also truthful to u while behind his back keep meeting others and also telling lies... and u keep saying u have no money and u kept changeing phone isnt it ironic ? but i mean it is up to u if u wanna do such a thing but u tc , dont forget , aj circle is small and so u dont think u can do things that u like with out letting ur other half know thats is if u are attach now ok ? u should know i am talking bout u bah , the one who stays at jurong west...
oh well i am happy that i am no longer with him hahahaha , anyway thanx for reading my bloggy ^^ thans u guys muacks ~~~ hope u all will visit again hehehe anywya i will post a joke maybe later today so i hope u guys will like it MUACKS and thanx for visiting my bloggy ^^ love u alll and i love u most mummy
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