Sunday, November 30, 2008
bored bored and bored ~~~~
hahha it have been a week since i have stop working hahaha and soon i have to look for another job but my knees are still acheig =( sian .... but anyway hahaha for th pass 1 week i have been resting alot hehehe and i am still getting flu as usual =) hehehe and also this few time i have fallen in love wth a straight guy hiaz ... why of all must be a straight hahaha oh well it is kinda sweet thought hehehe today he came and sleep over at my place woots so nice hahaha all i know he looks so sweet when he is asleep haha oh well hehe anyway he is a nice guy and also his family back ground is bout the same as me just that je is worst than me =( hehe i really hope i could be a important person to him and also one who support him alot hehe he have really nice character thught to ay the truth hehehe thats why i like him =3 oh well see how things goes lor =3 anyway now a days after i stop work and relax awhile i feel kinda mre relax and less stress =) and i am so happy and when at my free time i think of the pass few month i have suffered in my old working place haha kinda nice but stress and somemore got a B!tch there hahaha i love my da jie jie and my bro haha but i stil have to go cos it is really bad for me and my health is failing lor. so it is also good that i take this few weeks to nurture it and make it better and find a job hehehe oh well .... think i am going to relax and play game ^^ hehehe so i will stop here and continue the next time round =3 hehe love all my bloggy reader and aso my mummy =3 and thanx for reading my bloggy hehehehe thanx and take care everyone ^^ the moon is shining brightly tonight it is nice for us to hold the hand of our otherhalf and stroll in the moon light with the glittering stars ^^
Monday, November 24, 2008
yaya out of hellway and into the fallen realm of darkness
hahaha yay i quited my job... was really stress and tired.... i have tolersated for 2 whole months and fially i am out of the hell way ... such a relieve.... thought it is a relieve for me but my mum seems to be unhappy ... i tried all ways to apologized to her but she just put on a smile and treated as nothing happen ... sorry mummy that i have let u down again ... hiaz ... i cant seems to get things right dunno why thought i have tried and gave it all my best shot ... hiaz but also my health is also giving up ... keep getting sick ... dunno why hiaz .... even my knee is giving up ... walk too long and i will have blue blacks on my knee hiaz ... guess getting old ler hahaha... i feel so tired ... but i think i will be looking for a new job soon hehehe i hope to find one that is near me tooo so can go out with my mummy and rest heheheh and need not traveling alot and squeezsing the trains with people when going to work and coming back to work ... i hate it when going home at night my goodness the smell of man hood and sights of babarians .... my goodness u can se people keep forcing their way into the trains withot even caring if people in there fall down u know lol .... i hate it lor but at least i lasted for 2 months ... and finally i have lefty the place ...
thought i have left the palce i will still remmeber my good da jie and my close friend sean hahaha ... and also no least my nice lady boss aunty ann ~~~~ sweet lady hehehe who said i have a soya milk , soft bean curd and a tao pok under her hahaha !!! and guess which i am ??? soya milk LOL !!! cops kenna whack what ever also nothing left hahaha i agree but sorry la my health fail me ... trying to tune it but still lousy lol ... imagine birdnest should be good for us ~~~ but for me ~~~ the equation is > birdnest + me = asthma LOL ~~~ see la how bout chicken essence ? chicken essence + me = head ache and nose bleed =.=" sway right ? hahaha xD but oh well guess i am fated to be like that bah hahaha xD
haha so bored dunno what to do now ... guess iam going to slack abit than shower than maple hahah xD kinda bored lor LOL ok la i go ler uguys take care but hor visit the few links i have added kinda nice youtube video hahaha thought cute guys cant sing high pitch ? see the links and u will know thst there is some cute guys with powerful voices that are more scary than gals ~~~
thought i have left the palce i will still remmeber my good da jie and my close friend sean hahaha ... and also no least my nice lady boss aunty ann ~~~~ sweet lady hehehe who said i have a soya milk , soft bean curd and a tao pok under her hahaha !!! and guess which i am ??? soya milk LOL !!! cops kenna whack what ever also nothing left hahaha i agree but sorry la my health fail me ... trying to tune it but still lousy lol ... imagine birdnest should be good for us ~~~ but for me ~~~ the equation is > birdnest + me = asthma LOL ~~~ see la how bout chicken essence ? chicken essence + me = head ache and nose bleed =.=" sway right ? hahaha xD but oh well guess i am fated to be like that bah hahaha xD
haha so bored dunno what to do now ... guess iam going to slack abit than shower than maple hahah xD kinda bored lor LOL ok la i go ler uguys take care but hor visit the few links i have added kinda nice youtube video hahaha thought cute guys cant sing high pitch ? see the links and u will know thst there is some cute guys with powerful voices that are more scary than gals ~~~
Monday, November 10, 2008
tired and sick .....
haix time pass so fast and my health is getting weaker hiaz ..... recently after i fainted i have been getting flus and body ache hiaz so sian .... and further more as time past my day of death is limited i really wanna be a free soul instead of one haunting a place. hiaz so sick and tired i really hope to really leave and be free from what ever that is to happen ... i wanna be with my other half and spent the rest of the life in a peaceful and relaxing place where i can provide everything my mum wan and live a comfortable life... but such things seems to be so distanced.
oh well stop talking bout freedom and all. ok let talk bout what happen last few days. last few days i ended my friendship with a person(no longer friend so call as person), he is one person i felt kinda gross as time pass by. i know he have feelings for me and time and again i hinted him it is impossible for us to be together. and when ever he hinted me that he wanna be with me i hinted back that we are impossible and i told him dont think tooo much but time and again he is like so possessive over me. which i dont like cos in the first place he is not even anyone to me as i only treat him as a kor. time and again i told him and yet he just ingnore and escapes from reality. and the worst part is. i told him i hinted him, he told me he dunno that i hinted him, oh come on u know how to hint people and u dunno how to take hints ? further more it is like so obvious de hinting lor ... but i told him afew days ago i felt that we are not even working out as friends and so i say lets call it a day. he like so bloody childish. imagine, last few days he is like asking me to forgive him, and yesterday he told me this in his first sms and i din reply, " now that everything is clear already, you dont have to worry that you will send the wrong messenge again what. our friendship has come thus far. cant u ust forgive on account of the friendship we have ?" and the second sms which pissed me off, this is what he smsed me " anyway, you send wrong messenge i also cannot accept already. i am attached( to a gal that is)". u see how childish is his sms ? u believe ? last few days smsing me to forgive him and now he say he is attach ? even my ex say grow up lor .... i feel that he is like super childish ... pls lor ok go grow up la hor. i really cant be bother with such people. and the worst part is he dont even understand the simple sentence " pls do not sms or call me" cos he kept calling me again and again and smsed me which i am like so bloody irritated. and the worst part is that he told me can i spare him 10 mins yesterday, and the worst part he was waiting for me under my block which i am like wth. i wanna go buy things, hahah but i was doign work so i stay home and did till bout 7 plus and i fell asleep aand i woke up bout 12 plus and went to buy food to eat hahaha. but anyway. i am going to tell him the last and the final time on my blog.
TO WHOEVER I AM SAYING ABOUT, PLS DO NOT CONTACT ME ANYMORE AND I REALLY DONT WANNA SEE U OR WANNA TALK TO U AGAIN. U ARE GETTING ON MY NERVE, AND I HAVE TOLD U BEFORE WHEN I TELL SOMEONE VERY DIRECTLY IT MEANS IT IS THE END.
"A MAN LEAVES A BATTLE GROUND WITH GLORY AND DIES WITH GLORY "
"A MAN LIVES WITH PRIDE TILL THE DAY THEY DIE"
"A MAN WILL NEVER TURN BACK ON HIS DICISIONS"
so i really wanna tell u this, cheers to the end of our friendship, good bye to the time we had, cherish ur memories and its the end of our friendship ~
CHEERS ~~
hahaha OMG so late liao i better go sleep thought i am sick but i still wanna rest and maybe struggle to work hahaha ~~~ gooood night to all my readers and friends, love u alot mummy muacks !!!!!!
oh well stop talking bout freedom and all. ok let talk bout what happen last few days. last few days i ended my friendship with a person(no longer friend so call as person), he is one person i felt kinda gross as time pass by. i know he have feelings for me and time and again i hinted him it is impossible for us to be together. and when ever he hinted me that he wanna be with me i hinted back that we are impossible and i told him dont think tooo much but time and again he is like so possessive over me. which i dont like cos in the first place he is not even anyone to me as i only treat him as a kor. time and again i told him and yet he just ingnore and escapes from reality. and the worst part is. i told him i hinted him, he told me he dunno that i hinted him, oh come on u know how to hint people and u dunno how to take hints ? further more it is like so obvious de hinting lor ... but i told him afew days ago i felt that we are not even working out as friends and so i say lets call it a day. he like so bloody childish. imagine, last few days he is like asking me to forgive him, and yesterday he told me this in his first sms and i din reply, " now that everything is clear already, you dont have to worry that you will send the wrong messenge again what. our friendship has come thus far. cant u ust forgive on account of the friendship we have ?" and the second sms which pissed me off, this is what he smsed me " anyway, you send wrong messenge i also cannot accept already. i am attached( to a gal that is)". u see how childish is his sms ? u believe ? last few days smsing me to forgive him and now he say he is attach ? even my ex say grow up lor .... i feel that he is like super childish ... pls lor ok go grow up la hor. i really cant be bother with such people. and the worst part is he dont even understand the simple sentence " pls do not sms or call me" cos he kept calling me again and again and smsed me which i am like so bloody irritated. and the worst part is that he told me can i spare him 10 mins yesterday, and the worst part he was waiting for me under my block which i am like wth. i wanna go buy things, hahah but i was doign work so i stay home and did till bout 7 plus and i fell asleep aand i woke up bout 12 plus and went to buy food to eat hahaha. but anyway. i am going to tell him the last and the final time on my blog.
TO WHOEVER I AM SAYING ABOUT, PLS DO NOT CONTACT ME ANYMORE AND I REALLY DONT WANNA SEE U OR WANNA TALK TO U AGAIN. U ARE GETTING ON MY NERVE, AND I HAVE TOLD U BEFORE WHEN I TELL SOMEONE VERY DIRECTLY IT MEANS IT IS THE END.
"A MAN LEAVES A BATTLE GROUND WITH GLORY AND DIES WITH GLORY "
"A MAN LIVES WITH PRIDE TILL THE DAY THEY DIE"
"A MAN WILL NEVER TURN BACK ON HIS DICISIONS"
so i really wanna tell u this, cheers to the end of our friendship, good bye to the time we had, cherish ur memories and its the end of our friendship ~
CHEERS ~~
hahaha OMG so late liao i better go sleep thought i am sick but i still wanna rest and maybe struggle to work hahaha ~~~ gooood night to all my readers and friends, love u alot mummy muacks !!!!!!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
ROAR !!!!!! THIS SONG ROCKS ~~~~
hahaha hi all =) like the new song ? it is introduced to me by a friend =) hahaha rocks right ? believe it or not this cute fellow is singing it all, other than the gals voice in the ground hahaha !!! nice right ? hope u all will like it ^^ enjoy ^^
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