Oh well, thought things that have been happening have been cleared up, but it seems to have a mist covering everything, making thing impossible to be seen clearly. each of us now is like a king, holding to his fort while unwillingly letting people to enter his fort even if they are alliance. As each of us have totally lost trust in each other. As time pass by this trust shall be regain, but the time taken will be much longer, thought now i have no trust doe my allince but i will still believe them in some ways.
I hope that time shall guilde as through this hardship and let mistake be corrected through this period of time. If not, the alliance shall just crumble and the trust will be totally gone.
Oh well, people comment that my posting is alwayts long, but come one f i have short posting, what much is there to read about right ? but anyway thought people who read this posting may not understand what it means, but read closer and understand whats is beyond it and u will get what i mean ^^anyway u guys rest well and tc hehe it is time for me to turn in ~~ i am tired ~~~ orar ~~~ so thanx for reading ~~~ lvoe u guys muacks ~~~
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
The last and the final time i am gonna repeat this~~
Whoever u are who i am saying about u should know. this is my last and final "HINTING" to u. Stop whatever u are doing, cos i am not gonna forgive u anymore if u wanna continue. I have said once and i am going to say this the last time. Enought is enought. Losing a friend like u is totally nothing at all. Cos i would rather lose a friend like u than to let people know that i have such a disgraceful friend. If it was not for ur childishness and foolishness we would have been great friends, but it seems like u wanna continue on so i am fine with it.
Guys who read my blog, why dont u all be the guys to come and see whose in the wrong or should i have the right to get angry with this particular person or not, I meet whoever i want and go out with whoever i want, is it related to this person ? am i of any harm to this person ?is it i meeet a guy u will lose a piece of meat or a part or ur body ? is it right for "IT" to dig into my personal life when i din even do that to him ? is it really right to do that? Dont u think u are abit too much ? U guys who read my blog, pls be the person to judge and pls comment on my shout box, i am reaching my limit and i am about to blow my top and i have the thought of stomping to this particular persons house and confront him. I cant be bother anymore, cos this person i trying to take my kindness and respect as just a joke.But sad to say this, "Once bitten, Twice shy" ok ? No more means no more. AND I AM REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT IT.
Anyway i just wanted to post this thats all cos i am really out of moood today, so pls whoever i am "HINTING". This is the last and the final, and mark my words. I MEAN IT NOW. I let u have a chance but u take it for granted and still thought that i am joking. Treated me as a paper tiger it is ok.But I am saying this again and for the final time. STOP WHATEVER NON SENSE U ARE DOING. ok ? i take u as a friend so i tell u and hint u. but when there comes a point when i say it, it means it is the end and i really i mean it is the end END and this is my final hinting. So hope u are thinking wise enought and stop what u are doing, now no one is gonna help u, cos u totally made a wrong move in what u are doing now.
Anywa, love u guys who read my blog and read whats is happening now and what i am getting fed up about. Thanx for reading and PLS KINDLY COMMENT IT IN MY SHOUT BOX PLS~~~~ THANX (^o^)
Guys who read my blog, why dont u all be the guys to come and see whose in the wrong or should i have the right to get angry with this particular person or not, I meet whoever i want and go out with whoever i want, is it related to this person ? am i of any harm to this person ?is it i meeet a guy u will lose a piece of meat or a part or ur body ? is it right for "IT" to dig into my personal life when i din even do that to him ? is it really right to do that? Dont u think u are abit too much ? U guys who read my blog, pls be the person to judge and pls comment on my shout box, i am reaching my limit and i am about to blow my top and i have the thought of stomping to this particular persons house and confront him. I cant be bother anymore, cos this person i trying to take my kindness and respect as just a joke.But sad to say this, "Once bitten, Twice shy" ok ? No more means no more. AND I AM REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT IT.
Anyway i just wanted to post this thats all cos i am really out of moood today, so pls whoever i am "HINTING". This is the last and the final, and mark my words. I MEAN IT NOW. I let u have a chance but u take it for granted and still thought that i am joking. Treated me as a paper tiger it is ok.But I am saying this again and for the final time. STOP WHATEVER NON SENSE U ARE DOING. ok ? i take u as a friend so i tell u and hint u. but when there comes a point when i say it, it means it is the end and i really i mean it is the end END and this is my final hinting. So hope u are thinking wise enought and stop what u are doing, now no one is gonna help u, cos u totally made a wrong move in what u are doing now.
Anywa, love u guys who read my blog and read whats is happening now and what i am getting fed up about. Thanx for reading and PLS KINDLY COMMENT IT IN MY SHOUT BOX PLS~~~~ THANX (^o^)
Monday, February 16, 2009
Time has come ... for the final confrontation ... it is either nor or never
I just thought it is time for me to say some things.Thats why i took the trouble to come here to post it thought it is already 5 am in the morning, but anyway all i wanna say is this. Being a human being and go around toying with other human being is wrong. Once someone trust u and u play with others trust is just as bad too, because at the end of the process u will just create another traitor. If u are going to continue,it inventually just cause our friendship to just turn sour.
One person who always do bad thing will get their retribution one day, and whatever u do, there are sure to be someone watching u.Be it is human or spritual. But when u are too engross with playing u will just unintentionally show people what u are doing. Though at the beginning whatever is happening is just as u plan but at the end now u are losing the control of the situation making u restless. One we were friend, and just because of jealousy, ill intention and also to proof of ur existance u did all this. Yes, u did prove u exist but sad to say u proof ur existance neither a friends nor a human. But a devil with a rotten heart.
There are ways to proof ur own existance and to proof ur own existance there is no short cut to it. U can be a human being but people can treat u as just a normal object. But with ur own expression and speciality naturally born in. It u make u unique and outstanding which will attract thier attention. But not to do such things and to attract thier attention. Because at the end of the day, u proof ur own existance as just moron and let be people dislike u thats all and worst u will be treated as air.
So let the things end and past. Dont continue playing such games already. Now the matter is already bad at where it is but still can be manage. But if u wanna continue to play such games on, at the end of the day the person who will suffer the most is not us but u who is the game master and making u lose all ur friends.
Now the situation is like u are trapped in a cave with 2 sleeping tiger at the entrance of the cave. where u can just sneak off with out risking anything. But if u wanna just make more mistake and wake the tiger up to kill u. Let it be ur choice. But rememer one thing, good friend dont always come around easily. To me, to lose a ill mannered friend is better than to lose more friend in the furture. Therefor to whoever u are. U know i am talking about u.It is time to give up already. No use to continue playing such childish games and admit u are in the wrong thats all.
Sorry my friends who are reading my bloggy, but i have to post this posting to just warn my this friend. But i do take friends really seriously, when they have problem i will help but once u use me once as a tool. U will know what i will do already. But first and fore most i love all of u. But pls dont ever do things till i have to give up the friendship that we have. Cause when i am serious about the situation. i am really serious about it. Thats why i say, "What have to be done> MUst be done even if it there is blood to be shed or worst death "
HAHAH never see my serious and get angry before ? Just an advice ^^ dont it is not gonna be pleasant ^^ Anyway thanx for reading my bloggy and hope u will continue to do so ^^ love u guy and i love u mummy ^^ MUACKS~
One person who always do bad thing will get their retribution one day, and whatever u do, there are sure to be someone watching u.Be it is human or spritual. But when u are too engross with playing u will just unintentionally show people what u are doing. Though at the beginning whatever is happening is just as u plan but at the end now u are losing the control of the situation making u restless. One we were friend, and just because of jealousy, ill intention and also to proof of ur existance u did all this. Yes, u did prove u exist but sad to say u proof ur existance neither a friends nor a human. But a devil with a rotten heart.
There are ways to proof ur own existance and to proof ur own existance there is no short cut to it. U can be a human being but people can treat u as just a normal object. But with ur own expression and speciality naturally born in. It u make u unique and outstanding which will attract thier attention. But not to do such things and to attract thier attention. Because at the end of the day, u proof ur own existance as just moron and let be people dislike u thats all and worst u will be treated as air.
So let the things end and past. Dont continue playing such games already. Now the matter is already bad at where it is but still can be manage. But if u wanna continue to play such games on, at the end of the day the person who will suffer the most is not us but u who is the game master and making u lose all ur friends.
Now the situation is like u are trapped in a cave with 2 sleeping tiger at the entrance of the cave. where u can just sneak off with out risking anything. But if u wanna just make more mistake and wake the tiger up to kill u. Let it be ur choice. But rememer one thing, good friend dont always come around easily. To me, to lose a ill mannered friend is better than to lose more friend in the furture. Therefor to whoever u are. U know i am talking about u.It is time to give up already. No use to continue playing such childish games and admit u are in the wrong thats all.
Sorry my friends who are reading my bloggy, but i have to post this posting to just warn my this friend. But i do take friends really seriously, when they have problem i will help but once u use me once as a tool. U will know what i will do already. But first and fore most i love all of u. But pls dont ever do things till i have to give up the friendship that we have. Cause when i am serious about the situation. i am really serious about it. Thats why i say, "What have to be done> MUst be done even if it there is blood to be shed or worst death "
HAHAH never see my serious and get angry before ? Just an advice ^^ dont it is not gonna be pleasant ^^ Anyway thanx for reading my bloggy and hope u will continue to do so ^^ love u guy and i love u mummy ^^ MUACKS~
Saturday, February 14, 2009
It is time for the fallen one to be awaken ~
Well time having been passing like nobodies bussiness, as time pass there are a group of people who are jealous of u, felt inferior to u or just trying to step u under their feet. Recently, there are people who have been releasing fake rumours of me hahaha ! but oh well i cant really be bothered but as time passes again and again, it came clearer and clearer of whats happening, but all i have to say is, time for u to give up and just remain silence or u will just get the worst part of it in ur life. Like i say, i may just be keep low and making friends all along, but if u wanna make me wake up and bring u down i will, those rumours that u spread are so facinating but it have make me really enjoyed it but the fact is that it is not true but still it facinates me well.
I always believe one thing, it takes a weakling to do such thing so that they feel that they are really in power but the thing they dunno is that, alot of people are laughting at his stupidity of what he is doing, here is something for u :
" Those who goes around telling tale about others are the once who will be the laughting stalk of the issue. As what older generation like to say each person who do things with their heart and soul that have no ill intention will be granted help and will not be punish but those who go and do things to spike someone will suffer the most painful and harshest punishment in life, thats why they say "Lets the very skies that over see us be the eyes and let the very ground that we step on be the ears". Dont think what u say people dunno. "
But any way times have past and a few of my friends have told me about the rumours and have questioned me if it is true but i have ask them to ask themself have i dont such things or not hahaha ! But anyway I cant really be bothered bout wwhats happening or being spread around as those who knows me i believe they will clarify things out for me cos they know i am not such a person ^^ and those who have done that thanx alot hehe u are always my treasured friends. But liek i like to say spread whats real and not fake. OH YA MOST IMPORTANT HAPPY VALENTINE TO EVERYONE OUT THERE ^^
I always believe one thing, it takes a weakling to do such thing so that they feel that they are really in power but the thing they dunno is that, alot of people are laughting at his stupidity of what he is doing, here is something for u :
" Those who goes around telling tale about others are the once who will be the laughting stalk of the issue. As what older generation like to say each person who do things with their heart and soul that have no ill intention will be granted help and will not be punish but those who go and do things to spike someone will suffer the most painful and harshest punishment in life, thats why they say "Lets the very skies that over see us be the eyes and let the very ground that we step on be the ears". Dont think what u say people dunno. "
But any way times have past and a few of my friends have told me about the rumours and have questioned me if it is true but i have ask them to ask themself have i dont such things or not hahaha ! But anyway I cant really be bothered bout wwhats happening or being spread around as those who knows me i believe they will clarify things out for me cos they know i am not such a person ^^ and those who have done that thanx alot hehe u are always my treasured friends. But liek i like to say spread whats real and not fake. OH YA MOST IMPORTANT HAPPY VALENTINE TO EVERYONE OUT THERE ^^
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
a good tv series that i watch ~~~ it is based on a true story ...
Title of the T.V series : 1 Litre of Tears
The story begins as Aya prepares for the new semester. Despite being happy, she suffers from slight physical problems, which only her mother seems to notice. However, one day, she falls unconsciously on the floor. After she is sent to the hospital, she is shortly diagnosed with the disease. Despite the fact that she is diagnosed with the terminal illness, she does not lose the will to survive.
She still makes friends with others, including her first love, Yuji. She later develops an interest in Haruto. Although somewhat cold, Haruto was still kind to her. Meanwhile, her health continues to deteriorate. Knowing that she will not survive for long, she returns the gift Haruto has given, who discovers the fact when he reads the love letter that Aya gave him.
Aya KitÅ proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, Spinocerebellar Ataxia. The drama spans a decade, during which she graduates from school while her conditions worsen.
This drama starts right before Aya is confronted with the illness, Spinocerebellar Degeneration, in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance – including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord – transform and eventually disappear.
Ikeuchi Aya (Sawajiri Erika), a 15 year old girl, is the eldest daughter in a normal Japanese family. She lives with her reliable mother, Shioka, who works as a nutritionist, her father, Mizuo, the wacky owner of a tofu shop, her quiet younger brother, Hiroki, and two younger sisters, the sarcastic Ako and innocent Rika.
The entire storey is real touching, as i watch i started to tear and i thought might as well i post it on my blog and share with others. This 15 year old girl is sure to be someone where we all must learn from, even knowing that she will eventually die, she sacrificed so much things from her own life. From someone she loved to her favourite hobbies and also her friends. thought she lost all her friends she still had her family, a caring doctor and also someone dear to her. as she strive harder to live on, there were more obsticles for her. it begin with her lossing her balance unconciously, not long after she walks slower and slower, followed by problem swallowing water or food. though after been through so much pain, she still persist to live on and keep a dairy of what happen and how she felt everyday as advice from the doctor . not long she was not able to totally walk , followed by speak. even all this happen she still persist to write on her dairy and finally when she passed away at the of 25 years old. She died experiencing the true cruelty of the disease, the slowly encroaching moment of death. Thanx to her perserverence we were able to know how people with the similiar illness felt and suffer. this sweet person's last wish before she died was to die surrounded by flower.
This is a sure must watch tv series so go and watch it. thought she is just 15, but she have alot of positive and must learn attitude. just because u know u are going to die, dontgive up on living, it is the same as when u break up with someone dont just stand there cos u can waste all the time u wan there but time itself will just continue to move on without caring whether u are still pondering over a cup of spilled milk. we sure must learn from these strong young girl's attitude where we face everything with out giving up even if there is a wall infront of us we must try to climb it no matter what because if u just stand there and shout for help u are just gonna make things worst thats all ^^
So after watching this tv series i have learn alot of things and i feel that, she she can go throught al lthis stuff i can too ^^ just like my father did who suffered from 2 years of cancer and left this word. the other thing i learn is that life is really fragile. our like is just like a egg on a table.just a little vibration and we will just roll and hit the ground. therefore we must live everyday to the fullest and enjoy it before u regret it ^^ oh well hope u guys will go watch it and the song that are playing now as u read is from there too^^ dont cry too much am not gonna pay for ur tissue oor toilet paper ^^ love u guys especially my mummy ^^
The story begins as Aya prepares for the new semester. Despite being happy, she suffers from slight physical problems, which only her mother seems to notice. However, one day, she falls unconsciously on the floor. After she is sent to the hospital, she is shortly diagnosed with the disease. Despite the fact that she is diagnosed with the terminal illness, she does not lose the will to survive.
She still makes friends with others, including her first love, Yuji. She later develops an interest in Haruto. Although somewhat cold, Haruto was still kind to her. Meanwhile, her health continues to deteriorate. Knowing that she will not survive for long, she returns the gift Haruto has given, who discovers the fact when he reads the love letter that Aya gave him.
Aya KitÅ proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, Spinocerebellar Ataxia. The drama spans a decade, during which she graduates from school while her conditions worsen.
This drama starts right before Aya is confronted with the illness, Spinocerebellar Degeneration, in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance – including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord – transform and eventually disappear.
Ikeuchi Aya (Sawajiri Erika), a 15 year old girl, is the eldest daughter in a normal Japanese family. She lives with her reliable mother, Shioka, who works as a nutritionist, her father, Mizuo, the wacky owner of a tofu shop, her quiet younger brother, Hiroki, and two younger sisters, the sarcastic Ako and innocent Rika.
The entire storey is real touching, as i watch i started to tear and i thought might as well i post it on my blog and share with others. This 15 year old girl is sure to be someone where we all must learn from, even knowing that she will eventually die, she sacrificed so much things from her own life. From someone she loved to her favourite hobbies and also her friends. thought she lost all her friends she still had her family, a caring doctor and also someone dear to her. as she strive harder to live on, there were more obsticles for her. it begin with her lossing her balance unconciously, not long after she walks slower and slower, followed by problem swallowing water or food. though after been through so much pain, she still persist to live on and keep a dairy of what happen and how she felt everyday as advice from the doctor . not long she was not able to totally walk , followed by speak. even all this happen she still persist to write on her dairy and finally when she passed away at the of 25 years old. She died experiencing the true cruelty of the disease, the slowly encroaching moment of death. Thanx to her perserverence we were able to know how people with the similiar illness felt and suffer. this sweet person's last wish before she died was to die surrounded by flower.
This is a sure must watch tv series so go and watch it. thought she is just 15, but she have alot of positive and must learn attitude. just because u know u are going to die, dontgive up on living, it is the same as when u break up with someone dont just stand there cos u can waste all the time u wan there but time itself will just continue to move on without caring whether u are still pondering over a cup of spilled milk. we sure must learn from these strong young girl's attitude where we face everything with out giving up even if there is a wall infront of us we must try to climb it no matter what because if u just stand there and shout for help u are just gonna make things worst thats all ^^
So after watching this tv series i have learn alot of things and i feel that, she she can go throught al lthis stuff i can too ^^ just like my father did who suffered from 2 years of cancer and left this word. the other thing i learn is that life is really fragile. our like is just like a egg on a table.just a little vibration and we will just roll and hit the ground. therefore we must live everyday to the fullest and enjoy it before u regret it ^^ oh well hope u guys will go watch it and the song that are playing now as u read is from there too^^ dont cry too much am not gonna pay for ur tissue oor toilet paper ^^ love u guys especially my mummy ^^
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
wow people who have nothing to do and wanna go around spreading fake rumours ...
recently, i heard of some people have nothing to do and keep spreading fake rumours about me cheating him, just because he cant be with me he start to go around spreading fake rumours tsk tsk tsk such people are pathetic tsk tsk. but i cant really be bother since they wanna spread such fake rumours go ahead lor as long as i know i did not do anything. Come on, dont tell people what i did, but in fact i did not do anything, how bout u tell what u did ? huh ? how bout that ? and let people judge ? huh ? come on to be sarcastic look urself in the mirror than ask if people will cheat u hahaha !
thought u were a nice person but at the end u are just another double headed snake ... thought u were a nice guy but infact just another bad apple ... pls to whoever the person is, wanna say say the real stuff dont make up story and a lop sided story but dont forget ok ... make sure it is real than u spread dont go around to tell tall tales and also remember what u did before u go and tell other what i did ok ? e.g take peoples dick pic without asking is it acceptable ? i go out with my god ma and mama u wanna control is it correct ? ok since u wanna say i treat u as a object ok lor i say it as u wan me to lor so is it wrong ? huh ? and come on la if i wanna play with u, will i meet u a second time ? u must be joking right ? lol but anyway what have pass have pass and to whoever the person is helping this person here to spread rumour learn about the truth before u go tell others about it because at the end u will be bearing the responsibility not me ok ? all story have 2 sides, one is the truth and the other is to make someone happy by adding spices and salt so that u can win the other person temporarily because knowing the fact that u will lose. lets put it this way let it go and lose with glory dont go and continue and lose with disgrace and get dishonor. Come on how old already still act as if u are a small kid hahaha ! tsk tsk tsk
anyway to my friends out there new year going to end ler lol !!! hows ur ang bao collection hahaha !!!! this year mine is kinda bad so little .... it is slightly less than a hundred hope u guys are better than me haha anyway love u guys and tc ^^
thought u were a nice person but at the end u are just another double headed snake ... thought u were a nice guy but infact just another bad apple ... pls to whoever the person is, wanna say say the real stuff dont make up story and a lop sided story but dont forget ok ... make sure it is real than u spread dont go around to tell tall tales and also remember what u did before u go and tell other what i did ok ? e.g take peoples dick pic without asking is it acceptable ? i go out with my god ma and mama u wanna control is it correct ? ok since u wanna say i treat u as a object ok lor i say it as u wan me to lor so is it wrong ? huh ? and come on la if i wanna play with u, will i meet u a second time ? u must be joking right ? lol but anyway what have pass have pass and to whoever the person is helping this person here to spread rumour learn about the truth before u go tell others about it because at the end u will be bearing the responsibility not me ok ? all story have 2 sides, one is the truth and the other is to make someone happy by adding spices and salt so that u can win the other person temporarily because knowing the fact that u will lose. lets put it this way let it go and lose with glory dont go and continue and lose with disgrace and get dishonor. Come on how old already still act as if u are a small kid hahaha ! tsk tsk tsk
anyway to my friends out there new year going to end ler lol !!! hows ur ang bao collection hahaha !!!! this year mine is kinda bad so little .... it is slightly less than a hundred hope u guys are better than me haha anyway love u guys and tc ^^
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