14 Days Together and still going stronger

Today is the 14th day we have been together. I feel excited and happy. Till today my baby and i have been as sweet as ever. Cant stop from thinking of each other every single moment .He maybe a playful and naughty little boyfriend of mine. But still he is the cuties and the sweetest. MUACKS !! Though my baby maybe stubborn but still i love him alot. At times when he knows that he is in the wrong, he will apologize and not give me ill attitudes that i dislike. He is alway treating me so sweet . i am so happy that i have him as a boyfriend. Last week , we went to catch the 3D movie called Caroline( i forgot how to spell it but i think is this way) it was a fantastic show and we both enjoyed it. While watching the show, we just simply cant resist the temptation of holding hands. We held to each other hands from the start of the movie to the end of the movie and definitely love was in the air. What i love about my boyfriend is the pureness in him and cheerful attitude he has and the best thing is you could see that he is real sincere about relationshi and not getting into the relationship just for the sake of one word and that word is non other than SEX. It is kinda hard to find such a boyfriend now. Now a days, the definition of boyfriend is no longer someone you love, care and share every single happy or sad moments together but rather the definition of a boyfriend now a days is all about sex and more sex. Dont you guys agree ?

A very special occasion to remember is the day 25th October 2009,
Moon and stars was shining brightly on that lovely night sky,
On that night was when we first met,
Shy and excited when i first saw you when we both met.

I fell in love with you at first sight.

Looking at you quietly and being nervous was inevitable.
Overcoming my nervousness and shyness.
Violating the law of nature was already bad.
Entering into a forbidden relationship was even worst.

Yet i still decide to be with you.
Overcoming my fear and nervousness with only 1 intention.
Ultimately wishing to be with you.

For once i targeted and intended to make things work.
Overcoming all odds.
Remaining calm.
Eager to know more about you.
Venting all my interest and concentration totally on you.
Eagerly gathered my confidence and bravery at that moment.
Related my feeling to you.

And the final result was, letting me have a lovely Boyfriend like you. I am so lucky. Therefore 25th October 2009 will be the day, where i will forever remember. MUACKS ! I Love You Baby !

Sorry my dear blog readers , i rarely have time to update my blog now .... NS sux and i cant comment on it. But still i will try to update for you guys to read.

LOVE YOU MUMMY AND BABY !!! MUACKS !!

4th Day with my Mister Right

Hahaha today is the 4th day we are together and it felt greater than ever. We just cant stop thinking of each other and we are looking forward to meet each other tomorrow hahaha !!!

So nice that i can finally get to settle down with someone as perfect as him. But still we still have alot of work to do to drive our relationship deeper.

Oh well we can say that things now are working fine and we both accepted who we are and what we both are and it is a good starting point for the both of us. Further more a relationship dont just work one way rather more of a 2 way thing and from how things are going now. It is going 2 way without any traffic jams. We both aim to develope this relationship more and be together with each other for as long as we can. Thought it may sound as thought it is impossible. But we believe if we both try hard. It will be the way we wanted.

The date that i will remember will be 25 Oct 09. It is the date we first met after chatting to each other for a long long time and on that day we got together and decided to be together. So BABY that date will be a special day for both of us.

It is a pleasure to have u as my bf and i am really lucky to have someone like u to be with me. Thanx for caring and loving me so much and i promise i will love u back as much. I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS ONE.

Thanx for reading my blog.
Wish me luck.
I will try to update my blog as frequent as i can hehe !!!
Love u mummy and my little Hubby ~~

YAY ~~ MY MR RIGHT HAD APPEAR~~

HEHE SORRY GUYS I DONT HAVE MUCH TIME TO UPDATE HERE ~~ BUT I AM REALLY HAPPY THAT MY MR RIGHT HAVE APPEAR ... AND TODAY IS HAS BEEEN 3 DAYS THAT WE ARE TOGETHER HEHEE ~~~ WILL KEEP U GUYS UPDATED ABOUT US HEHE !!! WISH ME GOOD LUCK ~~ LOVE U MY BABY AND MUMMY ~~~

lifes getting pretty lonely ..

Good day to all my reader ( if there is any), it has been sometime since i have updated my blog. Sorry i cant update it as frequent as i did last time because of my Ns which is taking up alot of my time and also i have been think realyl deeply about things.

Now a days my life is getting really bored. Tried to find someone to settle down but is either not his type or not my type. Otherwise will be just wanna be together just for "sex-sual" pleasure and next moment you will see him going missing. I guess it is like that in the gay circle. To find one that love for who you are and what you are is like searching for a needle in the hay stack.

All i want is someone sweet and really do care for each other and not someone who just wants sex and than disappear. Yes i know everyone need to have sex. But do they need to do it in such extend till they start a relationship just for that ? i dont think so right ? last few times i have dated some people. i told them i am not into just sex, what i want is to find someone who will care for me and who i can care for. One of them after dating me afew times gave up on me. why ? he ask me to have sex with him afew times. but at the end i refused to and end up he just disappear.
the other ? also the same.

I know sex is important and it also shows how much we love one person. But dont u think if everytime we meet and do it. Dont it mean it is like so meaning less?

I agree i would like to have that everytime to express my love. Bu when i think things throught again and again. why sex ? i dont see my mum and dad having sex everyday ? but why us gays ?

All i expect is have a bf, love each other look after each other. Maybe once in a while have sex that is like agreeable . But not like everytime we meet and we have to have sex . sometimes i m really tired about life . really dunno how and why.

Anyway i just really hope to find someone i really love and settle down with. Someone who can make me melt for him and also he melting for me. I dont want a guy who just wanna come and find me have sex chat to me have dinner and next moment going off and i really find it meaningless.

i like a bf who like to travel and who will to come pick me and go out together sometimes. But usually for the start. I will prefer him to travel because i believe if he really love or like you alot he will take the initiative to start.

But from what i can see majority who wanna meet me will fail this round. they will usually say why dont you come over ? And time after time even if i tell them i hate going to town. They will still ask me to go to town ? Funny huh ? i am the type of person who will not anyhow go to peoples place. Usually after we have date for like for a weeks or when we are together for sometime and i feel comfortable. i will go and find him when he ask me to.
Seriously speaking i dont mind to travel. But for the start, i would like him to come over stay at my place a couple oftimes and than i will also go over to stay at his place. But not forgetting that staying at his place may not be a very bright idea.

i know you guys will think why. Let me tell you why. For some of us , our parents may know that we are gay. For my case, my mum do know that i am so it is like less drama around. Secondly if i go stay over and his parents dunno that his son is a gay and suddenly we are hugging and kissing and they enter his room. Imagine the mess i am in and worst he is in. More drama will happen. lets put it this way i am a person who dont mike alot of drama and mess so i would rather my bf to stay at my place occasionally rather than staying over at his occasionally.

Oh well. I dunno. Further more, usually people get the impression that i dont like to go out. Seriously i like to go out. But if you ask me to go out to places i have never gone before i will be really reluctant to go. therefore here comes the part where i prefer him to meet me at places i know a little about and familiar with so that i will not feel uneasy thats all.

Oh well i guess thats all i wanna write about today. Kinda bored .. but cant fall asleep haha.. guess i will just go and game and atch tv. Love you guys and i love you mummy. Muacks !

Saddening day ..

Today was a normal yet quiet day. Reach home late. wanted to go get a keyboard as my old one was kinda spoil. Proceeded to get one .. and who knows i over spent and someone who care for me alot got upset worring that i dont or never save for a rainy day.
this is how my new keyboard looks like >

I apologized to that person and he was upset.. i know i was too much to over spent thought. i felt terrible and i dont wan the same thing to happen again from now on.Therefore from now on i will control the way i spend again and must not repeat my mistake ... i guess i must really reflect on what i did ... guess i have to take what happen yesterday as a lesson learn ... and i am really sorry for what i have done...

But come to think of it, i was unlucky too as all my things are beginning to spoil ... and one shot alot of my things is spoilling at the same time ... hiaz ...

but anyway, this coming 21st is that someone's birthday and i am thinking of getting something for that person, something i can afford thought . i thought of getting for that person a pen which that person will be able to use everyday. What do u think guys ? Pen or other things ? Give me some idea ok ? pls pls pls thanx alot hehehe ~~

Ok now is really late and i have to wake up at 530 AM ... i guess i better be off to bed already ... Nites all ~~~ love u guy and i love u mummy ~~

Chat box

Harlo all, how have u guys been. Recently i have found this very interesting little thingy and i have decided to put it on my blog. Hehehe, it acts like a msn and many people can chat there together . Cool right.Hope u guys will use it more frequent ~~ ^^ love u guys ~~

wah la ~~~ ps for super long time never update

hello dear readers, sorry i din have time to even update my blog cos of stupid national service now i have barely enough sleep too. But anyway. I just thought of something, and i just really wanna share abit.

U see, all of us sure have been in such a situation before where u like someone but that guy just like another person. u try to show ur feeling towards them and show him care and concern. But they treat u as a irritant.

Seriously, i myself get into such situation before. What i did was to try harder but not push over the limits. But still after trying and trying further and it fails i will just tend to give it all up and stop so call wasting my times on a tree that will not bear any fruits even after hard work.

Today i called myself stupid, for what i have done. I like someone knowing it is impossible. After spending so much effort and time and at the end, the guy i kinda like and curious to know about, decided to meet someone else who he met later than me. And worst he decided to even develop a relationship with. Hahahaha.

I am so silly. But i believe it is time for me to give up. Becos as such things keep repeating itself, i have been thinking about things. Even if i could force the thing to happen what is the use ? I am just leaving a chuck of meat beside me while his heart is with someone else. That was why i decided to leave him alone and never to contact him nor delete him from my msn. I even told him if u wan u can sms me or pm me on msn to chat if u wanna. But u can at the end of the day jolly well know that they will never do that.

Thats is why now a days when i am in such situations. i will usually lets thins go the way it is. and do the same thing again and again if it happens. Becos i always tell meself this :

" To really love a person. it dont mean the person have to be with u. To love a person is to see that the person u love is happy, enjoying with who he is with and also well taken care of. "

thats why, whenever such things happen. i will always tell them tc and good luck. cos it is all what i can do and hope for. Is not becos of anything. But is it becos i really love that person and hope he will be happy thats all.

haha guess it si getting late so i am off to bed. I just hope u guys who read this posting will just comment on whether u agree with it or not ^.^ thanx and good nite

AND ONE MORE THING HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!! Happy 44th Birthday SINGAPORE !!!