Sorry to those who read my blog but today i have reach my bloody limit. I am really pissed off with this guy whom i really treat him as a friend. YES WE ARE GAYS BUT WE ARE NOT BLOODY BITCHES. I tried to meet him out for lunch and he is like asking me to go to places he wanted. Nvm. I mean come on u call me to go to the place u wanted but also must see if i wanna go to the place or not right ? Nvm. Once he was working in clementi, he stays in woodlands and i mean come on we said lets meet for dinner. And u know what he say ?" Hmm lets go woodlands eat." I was like erm. Since u are passing by my area might as well we settle it at my area. Instead of me going to travel and waste my fair righT ? Since it is only dinner why make me travel so far ? and the place he choose so conviently is around his area. Come lor.
Nvm, today i was seeking for some people to chat on sgboy chat room. so some how, i saw he(not knowing it was him) wanna chat so i mean hey come on maybe lets hook up and chat right. So the conversation started as a decent one. as usual we ask each other age, height, weight and race. And hey kinda can click since same age group right ? so i ask hey whats ur msn. So he started to give me his msn. After copying and attempt to add him on my msn, i found out he is already on my msn and he was someone who i wanted to meet in the past but he kinda like those "ai mai ai mai" and give alot of stun those type. All along he is like on the edge of my good list and almost into the black list.
Last week or so, he was kinda feeling down so i thought hey lets chat to him and we chatted for a while. After that i thought just as friend i thought u wanna meet for breakfast since it was like 6 am in the morning. He said nah he wanna sleep cos he was tired. So i was fine with it. So i thought nvm there will be a next time. But in my mind i know this fellow there will not be a next time. So nvm.
But today he is like over board. After i told him who i was and so on i said hey lets chat on msn. U pm me and we chat there . He like din even bother to reply. So i waited and waited and finally i aid nvm. i pm him since he may be busy. But come on, what is more bastard than him. I pm him on msn he is flooding on the sgboy chat room. Nvm i pm him on sgboy chat room and he like din even reply and yet he can spam ! i was like omg. Trying to like find out what happen what i did wrong and so on he dont wanna even reply. And after so long i blew my top u know what he reply me ? this is what he said.
"no la why u say like that ?"
"i din see my msn"
"i am spamming here" ( on sgboy which i also kept asking if he was there )
to tell u the truth he was there ! and yet he ignored me. OMG i ask u guys out there. Is he like treating me as a friends or a tool ? when in need of someone to tlak to he will contat me and when no he will startt to ignore me ? FUCKER RIGHT ??
LET ME TELL U THIS U BLOODY SON OF THE GUN TEO L~F~~ ! I HAVE BEEN TREATING U LIKE A REAL FRIENDS AND WAS REALLY WORRIED ABOUT U AND NOW U WANNA BE LIKE THAT FINE ! GO TO HELL ! IT SHOWS ALOT ABOUT U ! ALL UR BLOODY RELATIONSHIP DIN WORK OUT IS NOT BECAUSE OF UR EX-BOYFRIENDS IS BECAUSE OF UR BLOODY CHARACTER ! GET IT ! GO AND BANG THE BLOODY WALL AND SUCK UR OWN BLOODY DICK ! AND DUMP UR BLOODY BRAIN AWAY !
Sorry to my reader out there that i am so violent here cos i am like really pissed off. I never like to have friends who do that to others. So sorrym, am off to bed ~~~ nite nite all love u guys.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
woots stuck at a friends plac and could do nothing
Today was a normal day ad yet it had a funny night ~ haha
This was what happen. Was hungry so i thought maybe i should go supper with my friend since he ask me to go with him. He was nice and he came and pick me up and he drove me to eat at west coast. The nasi lemak stall there which belong to my friend. o only we ate there but i also met my friend. Hahaha wow iwas surprised that after so long he is still the same as ever. Hahaha LAO HERO. But anyway after the supper we had a short chat. And he suggested that maybe we shold go to his place. Thinking that maybe i should just pay a visit since he ask me to so i said ok and i ask him but later are going to send me home right, he siad ya he will but 5 plus. So i was cool about it. Bt who knows after reachi his place we watch 2 episode of 24 lol ! He was tired and he said he wanna sleep. I was like lol ...... and looking at his mac book i was lost lol, but lucky i had use before so i was not so noobie towards it. But at first he told me to come lie and close my eyes to rest. But the problem is that i am suffering from insomia and i cant sleep. LOL . He kept asking me to lie down close my eyes to rest but the problem i cant cos i dont feel like sleeping or i should say i cant sleep lol. But at the end he was really nice and knew that i cant sleep and allowed me to use his mac book. I was kinda got touched by him as he was nice enought to lend me his mac book. Hahaha guess i gave him a hard time and yet he accomdated me. So sweet of him. Hehehe but i could i see he had never allowed anyone to use his com before. But ayway sometimes it s really nice to have friends like that and also care so much for one and other ^.^
Hahahah but oh well today this posting was posted sing a back boook ^.^ hehehe kindafun thought but i guess alot of mistake so pls bear with it ^.^ Hahahaha but dunno why for some reason the msn keep disconnecting LOL !!!!Bt who care is better than i have nothing to do right ? Oh well good night all hehehe i am now waiting for thi nice guy to wake up at 5 am and send me home hehehe ^.^ So good night and take care everyone, and one more thing the flu thing is on so u guys better take care out there ^.^
This was what happen. Was hungry so i thought maybe i should go supper with my friend since he ask me to go with him. He was nice and he came and pick me up and he drove me to eat at west coast. The nasi lemak stall there which belong to my friend. o only we ate there but i also met my friend. Hahaha wow iwas surprised that after so long he is still the same as ever. Hahaha LAO HERO. But anyway after the supper we had a short chat. And he suggested that maybe we shold go to his place. Thinking that maybe i should just pay a visit since he ask me to so i said ok and i ask him but later are going to send me home right, he siad ya he will but 5 plus. So i was cool about it. Bt who knows after reachi his place we watch 2 episode of 24 lol ! He was tired and he said he wanna sleep. I was like lol ...... and looking at his mac book i was lost lol, but lucky i had use before so i was not so noobie towards it. But at first he told me to come lie and close my eyes to rest. But the problem is that i am suffering from insomia and i cant sleep. LOL . He kept asking me to lie down close my eyes to rest but the problem i cant cos i dont feel like sleeping or i should say i cant sleep lol. But at the end he was really nice and knew that i cant sleep and allowed me to use his mac book. I was kinda got touched by him as he was nice enought to lend me his mac book. Hahaha guess i gave him a hard time and yet he accomdated me. So sweet of him. Hehehe but i could i see he had never allowed anyone to use his com before. But ayway sometimes it s really nice to have friends like that and also care so much for one and other ^.^
Hahahah but oh well today this posting was posted sing a back boook ^.^ hehehe kindafun thought but i guess alot of mistake so pls bear with it ^.^ Hahahaha but dunno why for some reason the msn keep disconnecting LOL !!!!Bt who care is better than i have nothing to do right ? Oh well good night all hehehe i am now waiting for thi nice guy to wake up at 5 am and send me home hehehe ^.^ So good night and take care everyone, and one more thing the flu thing is on so u guys better take care out there ^.^
Saturday, June 6, 2009
sweetsness for life ends but bitterness is always never ending
Today i am actually kinda moody, it seems like bad thing do come one after another, one of it is ns , than my health got worst. when i thought my life started to spice up alittle cos i found my love one, it started to crumble right before my very eye. Guess destiny for my love life with the guy i like have never been able to substain for long.
Let me share with u my little story that happen to me twice.
I met this guy on a certain chat room, we became friends and met. When we met, we felt that we can be together and slowly we developed it into a relationship, but soon, he was ask to go to malaysia cos his sister found out about him being a gay but not knowing about us being together, and started to brain wash him , though he is a malay mix chinese but he dont abit seems to be a malay to me. In my eye he was an ideal boyfriend to me, sweet , loving and caring. Thought he is in malaysia, he attemp to sms and even tried to call me everyday. It was very expensive but he din mind and he continued to contact me. Finally, he tried to fixed his internet and it succeedm And soon when ever he is free and when his sister is not home he will logo n his msn and try to chat to me and we will like chat and laught at all silly things that he and me can think off. Otherwise i will come up with stuns to make him stun for a moment and after that he will laugh.
Sad to say, soon his sister found out about us being together. His sister told his parents about it. Now, everything seems to be a mess for him in his life. While for me, i am all but just waiting and waiting. Hoping that it was just a mere dream that would be gone when i open my eye. But sad to say it is not a dream but it is reality. Now i guess his parent are already getting on him and already starting to ban him even to step out of his house and also cutting off all forms of contact for him till he get enlisted to ns. Hahaha, guess it is the way it is suppose to be for me in life. Hahaha last time my ex and now my latest date. Hahaha sometimes in life certain jokes are really painful. Lost of a love one, get looked down by people, get bullied, worry about my own health and now time and time again failure to a fruitful relationship. Maybe it is fated for me that nothing is sweet. Even when i was young i have a sad, lonely and bitter childhood. And now when i am already in my twenties it is still the same. I cant really imagine what will happen in the years to come. Hope everything will be fine.
So i guess like what he suggested, maybe it is time to let go and continue with each of our life. But to me i still stick to my moto :
" What we are is who we are, Who we are is what we are. Be it u try to be another person or not. We are born to be like this and this is fate. Destiny has already been arrange for us therefore we cant do anything but to be the follower of the path that have been paved for us"
To the person who i maybe talking about. Take care of urself, thought we may be together for just a short period of time. I guess it is like what u say, time to let things off the dangling string and continue with our life. But when things settle down i hope u will still contact me and still be friends. And for the last time . Take Care and Farewell ^.^ Though i maybe a normal person and not a person of wisdom and knowledge but i hope u guys who are reading this posting will understand to those out there who have the same situation as me and also help them ^.^ So i guess it is all for now ^.^ Bye Bye
Let me share with u my little story that happen to me twice.
I met this guy on a certain chat room, we became friends and met. When we met, we felt that we can be together and slowly we developed it into a relationship, but soon, he was ask to go to malaysia cos his sister found out about him being a gay but not knowing about us being together, and started to brain wash him , though he is a malay mix chinese but he dont abit seems to be a malay to me. In my eye he was an ideal boyfriend to me, sweet , loving and caring. Thought he is in malaysia, he attemp to sms and even tried to call me everyday. It was very expensive but he din mind and he continued to contact me. Finally, he tried to fixed his internet and it succeedm And soon when ever he is free and when his sister is not home he will logo n his msn and try to chat to me and we will like chat and laught at all silly things that he and me can think off. Otherwise i will come up with stuns to make him stun for a moment and after that he will laugh.
Sad to say, soon his sister found out about us being together. His sister told his parents about it. Now, everything seems to be a mess for him in his life. While for me, i am all but just waiting and waiting. Hoping that it was just a mere dream that would be gone when i open my eye. But sad to say it is not a dream but it is reality. Now i guess his parent are already getting on him and already starting to ban him even to step out of his house and also cutting off all forms of contact for him till he get enlisted to ns. Hahaha, guess it is the way it is suppose to be for me in life. Hahaha last time my ex and now my latest date. Hahaha sometimes in life certain jokes are really painful. Lost of a love one, get looked down by people, get bullied, worry about my own health and now time and time again failure to a fruitful relationship. Maybe it is fated for me that nothing is sweet. Even when i was young i have a sad, lonely and bitter childhood. And now when i am already in my twenties it is still the same. I cant really imagine what will happen in the years to come. Hope everything will be fine.
So i guess like what he suggested, maybe it is time to let go and continue with each of our life. But to me i still stick to my moto :
" What we are is who we are, Who we are is what we are. Be it u try to be another person or not. We are born to be like this and this is fate. Destiny has already been arrange for us therefore we cant do anything but to be the follower of the path that have been paved for us"
To the person who i maybe talking about. Take care of urself, thought we may be together for just a short period of time. I guess it is like what u say, time to let things off the dangling string and continue with our life. But when things settle down i hope u will still contact me and still be friends. And for the last time . Take Care and Farewell ^.^ Though i maybe a normal person and not a person of wisdom and knowledge but i hope u guys who are reading this posting will understand to those out there who have the same situation as me and also help them ^.^ So i guess it is all for now ^.^ Bye Bye
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