time is getting limited ad the air is also getting thinner

Soon , it is time for me to lose my freedom and face my worst night mare, something where everyone have to go through. something i dislike and never wanted but i guess i have no choicebut to go unless my life is ended efore i could even join "it".

but anyway what i worried most is my mum, grandma my sweety. this are the important things i am worried about hahaha, other tha that nothing else. but i relly still can understand why it is compulsory. hiaz, anyway i really wish and hope that it will wuickly get pass and gone with it i dont wanna suffer the pressure and lose of freedom. as the get lesser my fear grew more, i am like so worried and up set, and yet nooneever understands me, i am so upset but no one could even tell. haha guess it is my face that is foolng people i guess.

hiaz i wanna go rrest liao so have a good day to all my bloggy reader and love u guys