tired and sick .....

haix time pass so fast and my health is getting weaker hiaz ..... recently after i fainted i have been getting flus and body ache hiaz so sian .... and further more as time past my day of death is limited i really wanna be a free soul instead of one haunting a place. hiaz so sick and tired i really hope to really leave and be free from what ever that is to happen ... i wanna be with my other half and spent the rest of the life in a peaceful and relaxing place where i can provide everything my mum wan and live a comfortable life... but such things seems to be so distanced.

oh well stop talking bout freedom and all. ok let talk bout what happen last few days. last few days i ended my friendship with a person(no longer friend so call as person), he is one person i felt kinda gross as time pass by. i know he have feelings for me and time and again i hinted him it is impossible for us to be together. and when ever he hinted me that he wanna be with me i hinted back that we are impossible and i told him dont think tooo much but time and again he is like so possessive over me. which i dont like cos in the first place he is not even anyone to me as i only treat him as a kor. time and again i told him and yet he just ingnore and escapes from reality. and the worst part is. i told him i hinted him, he told me he dunno that i hinted him, oh come on u know how to hint people and u dunno how to take hints ? further more it is like so obvious de hinting lor ... but i told him afew days ago i felt that we are not even working out as friends and so i say lets call it a day. he like so bloody childish. imagine, last few days he is like asking me to forgive him, and yesterday he told me this in his first sms and i din reply, " now that everything is clear already, you dont have to worry that you will send the wrong messenge again what. our friendship has come thus far. cant u ust forgive on account of the friendship we have ?" and the second sms which pissed me off, this is what he smsed me " anyway, you send wrong messenge i also cannot accept already. i am attached( to a gal that is)". u see how childish is his sms ? u believe ? last few days smsing me to forgive him and now he say he is attach ? even my ex say grow up lor .... i feel that he is like super childish ... pls lor ok go grow up la hor. i really cant be bother with such people. and the worst part is he dont even understand the simple sentence " pls do not sms or call me" cos he kept calling me again and again and smsed me which i am like so bloody irritated. and the worst part is that he told me can i spare him 10 mins yesterday, and the worst part he was waiting for me under my block which i am like wth. i wanna go buy things, hahah but i was doign work so i stay home and did till bout 7 plus and i fell asleep aand i woke up bout 12 plus and went to buy food to eat hahaha. but anyway. i am going to tell him the last and the final time on my blog.

TO WHOEVER I AM SAYING ABOUT, PLS DO NOT CONTACT ME ANYMORE AND I REALLY DONT WANNA SEE U OR WANNA TALK TO U AGAIN. U ARE GETTING ON MY NERVE, AND I HAVE TOLD U BEFORE WHEN I TELL SOMEONE VERY DIRECTLY IT MEANS IT IS THE END.

"A MAN LEAVES A BATTLE GROUND WITH GLORY AND DIES WITH GLORY "
"A MAN LIVES WITH PRIDE TILL THE DAY THEY DIE"
"A MAN WILL NEVER TURN BACK ON HIS DICISIONS"

so i really wanna tell u this, cheers to the end of our friendship, good bye to the time we had, cherish ur memories and its the end of our friendship ~

CHEERS ~~

hahaha OMG so late liao i better go sleep thought i am sick but i still wanna rest and maybe struggle to work hahaha ~~~ gooood night to all my readers and friends, love u alot mummy muacks !!!!!!