thanx to this web site where it helps me to translate english to chinese i can finally post something where the chinese educated and the english educated can read ^^ sorry if there is some error with the chinese translation cos my english is not really strong ^^
由于这个网站，可以帮助我把英语译成汉语我最后的东西后的中文教育和英文教育可以阅读^ ^抱歉，如果有一些错误的中文翻译产地来源证我的英语不是非常强大^ ^
our mother is the world most important person, you must treasure your mother never like no other, love her like you never love anyone before, be it you are married or not, because you can remarry for another wife but once your mother is gone she is forever gone and you can never find another mother
我们的母亲是世界上最重要的人，你一定要珍惜你的母亲从来没有像其他，爱她爱你一样从来没有任何人面前，无论你是已婚或没有，因为你可以为另一个妻子再婚，但一旦你母亲走了，她永远过去了，你永远无法找到其他母亲.
we have only one mother, without her there will not be us, once she is gone , we cant find just anyone to replace her so lets appreciate her when she is around with us lets take care of her forgive for her mistake and accept for who she is. as we are her bone flesh.
我们只有一个母亲，没有她就不会有我们，一旦她已经一去不复返了，我们不能找到任何一个人来取代她，以便让欣赏她时，她是与我们周围可以照顾她原谅她的错误，并接受了谁她是。因为我们是她的骨肉
Thanks all for now i am kinda tired i will continue tonight muacks love u guys and i love u the most mummy =D good night all and good morning at the same time..
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
OMG this is the song the one and only song
hi guys... it have been awhile before i have updated my blog ... today while i was watch money i came across this song... and went to youtube and found it. when i hear it, my tears started to roll down and i cried and i started to think of the past ...
this song is so touching, it reminds me of when my father was around where i was a small little boy who have a complete family till the age 5 ... when my father pass away because he was gravely ill ....
this is the one and only song which gravely made me think back of the time when i was so young and was showered with love... whenever my family go out, my mum will hold me on the left hand and my father will hold my right hand ... but after my father pass away my family fell apart ... and totally my family became nothing , till today i love my mum alot and she is the one and only woman i will love so much ... dunno whether or not i will get married but still i will love my mum the most ... my friends envy me because when i told them that my mum knows that i am a gay and yet she did not scold me but just told me to try and change with a smile ... i also felt that i am lucky to have a great mum who will support me no matter what ... thats why i love her the most ... till today, my family is still broken, my mum trying he best to make ends meet, my elder bro not bothering about anything and my second brother with a wife who is like OMG ( dont want to soil my mouth ) i sure miss the time when we were young where we go out in a complete family, where everyone will smile. but now, the family is like a piece of mirror , broken and useless. why cant my bros be more thoughtful, why cant they think that mummy is also in a hardship ? yes she may gamble off but dont u think it is reasonable ? now she knows it is her mistake and she is trying to change dont u think we should give her a chance ? when we are young she look after us, we give her money or let her take our money got wrong ? i dont think it is wrong... yes i may not work but still i have never take alot of money from her ... i know i am useless and soemore i am a gay, but you 2 who are elder and more capable help mum ? mummy is suffering, dont u think it is time you should forgive mummy and help her ? we are a family after all , we should help her i dont want our family to be broken any further, do u know mummy is really hurt till she dont wanna come home ? partially it is me cos i know she is upset about me being a gay, but also she is hurt and upset because of u guys ... all along i have been keeping it as a secret, last time when mummy needed money , i gave her money , how i get so much money ? i gambled and won and i gave her, i try my best and give her what ever she wants but i know mummy is a heavy spender but still no matter what i will still give what she wants if i have the money. but kor kors, if u ever come across my this blog and find out that i am a gay, dont go blame on mummy, mummy have nothing to do with it, it is my own choice and i chose it on my own. so PLEASE i really beg u all forgive mummy ... she have suffered enought, far enought i dont wanna see mummy to collapse .. if that happen it is too late ler ... mummy have sufffered long enought far enought it is time for her to enjoy ... dont forget when we were young , we all did alot of wrong things and mummy forgive us.. why cant we forgive mummy ? i already forgive her and i know she is trying her best to change ... so i beg u all to forgive her ...
she may look strong but i know she is sad when ever she see a couple outside holding hand ... i know she felt hurt but dont worry mummy i will be here for you, forever and ever . what i am worried most now is my mum ... when i am going for ns who will look after her ? what if something happen to me ? who will look after her ? she is the one and only most important thing to me ... i love her the most ... i hope that all the gods will protect my mum and look over her for her wellness and health pls ... i beg all the gods pls do so ...
mummy sorry that i am a gay, and i am sorry for what i have done in the past ... i love you mummy ... i will always be there for you whenever i can, though you may not be at home but everyday i am thinking of you ... thought papa have left this world earlier but i will still be there to love u and care for you ... i love u mummy please rest well and take care of your health~~~~ i know u dunno anything bout blog but i will leave ur initials ( Y.M ) here so at least u know that it is me, your unfaithful son ...
this song is so touching, it reminds me of when my father was around where i was a small little boy who have a complete family till the age 5 ... when my father pass away because he was gravely ill ....
this is the one and only song which gravely made me think back of the time when i was so young and was showered with love... whenever my family go out, my mum will hold me on the left hand and my father will hold my right hand ... but after my father pass away my family fell apart ... and totally my family became nothing , till today i love my mum alot and she is the one and only woman i will love so much ... dunno whether or not i will get married but still i will love my mum the most ... my friends envy me because when i told them that my mum knows that i am a gay and yet she did not scold me but just told me to try and change with a smile ... i also felt that i am lucky to have a great mum who will support me no matter what ... thats why i love her the most ... till today, my family is still broken, my mum trying he best to make ends meet, my elder bro not bothering about anything and my second brother with a wife who is like OMG ( dont want to soil my mouth ) i sure miss the time when we were young where we go out in a complete family, where everyone will smile. but now, the family is like a piece of mirror , broken and useless. why cant my bros be more thoughtful, why cant they think that mummy is also in a hardship ? yes she may gamble off but dont u think it is reasonable ? now she knows it is her mistake and she is trying to change dont u think we should give her a chance ? when we are young she look after us, we give her money or let her take our money got wrong ? i dont think it is wrong... yes i may not work but still i have never take alot of money from her ... i know i am useless and soemore i am a gay, but you 2 who are elder and more capable help mum ? mummy is suffering, dont u think it is time you should forgive mummy and help her ? we are a family after all , we should help her i dont want our family to be broken any further, do u know mummy is really hurt till she dont wanna come home ? partially it is me cos i know she is upset about me being a gay, but also she is hurt and upset because of u guys ... all along i have been keeping it as a secret, last time when mummy needed money , i gave her money , how i get so much money ? i gambled and won and i gave her, i try my best and give her what ever she wants but i know mummy is a heavy spender but still no matter what i will still give what she wants if i have the money. but kor kors, if u ever come across my this blog and find out that i am a gay, dont go blame on mummy, mummy have nothing to do with it, it is my own choice and i chose it on my own. so PLEASE i really beg u all forgive mummy ... she have suffered enought, far enought i dont wanna see mummy to collapse .. if that happen it is too late ler ... mummy have sufffered long enought far enought it is time for her to enjoy ... dont forget when we were young , we all did alot of wrong things and mummy forgive us.. why cant we forgive mummy ? i already forgive her and i know she is trying her best to change ... so i beg u all to forgive her ...
she may look strong but i know she is sad when ever she see a couple outside holding hand ... i know she felt hurt but dont worry mummy i will be here for you, forever and ever . what i am worried most now is my mum ... when i am going for ns who will look after her ? what if something happen to me ? who will look after her ? she is the one and only most important thing to me ... i love her the most ... i hope that all the gods will protect my mum and look over her for her wellness and health pls ... i beg all the gods pls do so ...
mummy sorry that i am a gay, and i am sorry for what i have done in the past ... i love you mummy ... i will always be there for you whenever i can, though you may not be at home but everyday i am thinking of you ... thought papa have left this world earlier but i will still be there to love u and care for you ... i love u mummy please rest well and take care of your health~~~~ i know u dunno anything bout blog but i will leave ur initials ( Y.M ) here so at least u know that it is me, your unfaithful son ...
Saturday, January 10, 2009
interesting logic by a person called myself =p
wat comes around goes around, what turns still have to turn , what have to come sure have to come, but when time to die ^^ u ownself go die first i die later =p
Count down for a new year have passed and now preparing for a count down for the Lunar new year ~~~~
hello everyone~~
happy new year ~~~ and soon happy lunar new year ~~~~ it has been sometimes i have updated my bloggy cause was kinda busy ^^ but oh well soon it is gonna be time for the big occasion and my 22th birthday i am like so happy but also kinda sad, my army letter is gonna come soon and i can feel the vipes of it thought is is strong but i cant really tell when it is gonna come. Anyway dont say bout it ler, thought it is kinda sad but there is no way for me to avoid it i guess, but mark my words am not gonna ber a government doggy. so now lets ignore the painful andd sad feeling about the ns thingy and look forward to the lunar new years. ^^ well 16 more days and the lunar new year is coming, though it is kinda of a bad year but come on lets celebrate it and hope that after the festive season it would make a 180 degree change.
anyway recently i have been thinking throught bout things, i feel that thought things are kinda hard to do in life but if we try and give it our best shot it is gonna work out just fine. though it maybe tough but we can still make it cos we humans can do anything we want as long as we strive hard for it and work for the target we plot ourself. though plotting the target tooooo high may also make things hard for us. like people like to say, reach for the skys if u casnt reach for the stars. but the higher u climb the more it hurts when u fall. well it is realistic and a facts is always a facts. though it is wat i always tell myself but in the past sometimes i try to avoid it and making myself happy by illusinating and dreaming, but now when i have reach my current age, i felt that it is kinda silly of me to think like this cos what ever is to happen will happen, be it big or small it will happen. like us human, starts with just a sperm and ovary and slowly develope into a baby taking 9 months long and later we are been delivered. We slowly aged and learn things along the way every minutes and second. soon when it is time for use to leave this world and go to a better place we will just pass on.
it is a normal process of life, thought i am kinda upset bout the ns thingy but i thing i have no choice bout it. i guess there is somethings we have to surrender in life in order to exchange for our own freedoms. just like our parents, when i was young i always think that making a child is kinda easy, but wrecently when i think back, imagine how much they have to sacrifice just to give birth to us, not only the money but also the times and many other factors. thought i really have to admit i really let my parents down because i am a gay first of all and than also i am a total failure to them. thats why i have been trying my very best to patch up whatever it is and make my mum and my pass on dad happy. though i have told my mum about me being a gay and i was prepared for the worst where she would disown me and throw me out. but at the end, she accpeted me for being a gay smiling at me and told me that she really hope that i would try to change back for her sake. i told her i will try though. knowing that she is deeply hurt and upset makes me feel very down because she din even show any expression that she was sad but she smiled at me instead.
oh well, no matter what i am not gonna give up on myself and also what ever is gonna happen ^^ thought life is like always up and down but i believe i can get through it. my godma bao zhu is so cute and also not a normal lady, she could see the gods and reads people fortunes , though she knows that i am a gay she still accepted me. but when i told her bout my worries she say that i need not worry because someday i will become someone with a very good life and also very rich, i was like you must be joking right but oh well i just accepted it with a smile. but somethings she say bout me is really true. like the part she say, no one knows whether i am sad or not because i never show it on my face, and when i am upset i will just smile things off. outside i dont think of things but when i am at home alone lock up in my own room i tend to think of alot of things. so i guess i really hope what she say is gonna be true.
oh well it is getting late, so i guess i am gonna go off and slack haha .... u guys out there be it u are my friend or not, take care and enjoy ur lifes with ur dear once, each person only lives once and experiences everything once, each have only 1 mum and 1 dad so treasure them much no matter how they treat u or hate u but still we have to love them ^^ thought we are gays and already being dislike by the public but we are still humans. dont care bout what people call us and be strong ^^ tc all my friends ^^ love u guys. LOVE U MUMMY and MY DEAR
happy new year ~~~ and soon happy lunar new year ~~~~ it has been sometimes i have updated my bloggy cause was kinda busy ^^ but oh well soon it is gonna be time for the big occasion and my 22th birthday i am like so happy but also kinda sad, my army letter is gonna come soon and i can feel the vipes of it thought is is strong but i cant really tell when it is gonna come. Anyway dont say bout it ler, thought it is kinda sad but there is no way for me to avoid it i guess, but mark my words am not gonna ber a government doggy. so now lets ignore the painful andd sad feeling about the ns thingy and look forward to the lunar new years. ^^ well 16 more days and the lunar new year is coming, though it is kinda of a bad year but come on lets celebrate it and hope that after the festive season it would make a 180 degree change.
anyway recently i have been thinking throught bout things, i feel that thought things are kinda hard to do in life but if we try and give it our best shot it is gonna work out just fine. though it maybe tough but we can still make it cos we humans can do anything we want as long as we strive hard for it and work for the target we plot ourself. though plotting the target tooooo high may also make things hard for us. like people like to say, reach for the skys if u casnt reach for the stars. but the higher u climb the more it hurts when u fall. well it is realistic and a facts is always a facts. though it is wat i always tell myself but in the past sometimes i try to avoid it and making myself happy by illusinating and dreaming, but now when i have reach my current age, i felt that it is kinda silly of me to think like this cos what ever is to happen will happen, be it big or small it will happen. like us human, starts with just a sperm and ovary and slowly develope into a baby taking 9 months long and later we are been delivered. We slowly aged and learn things along the way every minutes and second. soon when it is time for use to leave this world and go to a better place we will just pass on.
it is a normal process of life, thought i am kinda upset bout the ns thingy but i thing i have no choice bout it. i guess there is somethings we have to surrender in life in order to exchange for our own freedoms. just like our parents, when i was young i always think that making a child is kinda easy, but wrecently when i think back, imagine how much they have to sacrifice just to give birth to us, not only the money but also the times and many other factors. thought i really have to admit i really let my parents down because i am a gay first of all and than also i am a total failure to them. thats why i have been trying my very best to patch up whatever it is and make my mum and my pass on dad happy. though i have told my mum about me being a gay and i was prepared for the worst where she would disown me and throw me out. but at the end, she accpeted me for being a gay smiling at me and told me that she really hope that i would try to change back for her sake. i told her i will try though. knowing that she is deeply hurt and upset makes me feel very down because she din even show any expression that she was sad but she smiled at me instead.
oh well, no matter what i am not gonna give up on myself and also what ever is gonna happen ^^ thought life is like always up and down but i believe i can get through it. my godma bao zhu is so cute and also not a normal lady, she could see the gods and reads people fortunes , though she knows that i am a gay she still accepted me. but when i told her bout my worries she say that i need not worry because someday i will become someone with a very good life and also very rich, i was like you must be joking right but oh well i just accepted it with a smile. but somethings she say bout me is really true. like the part she say, no one knows whether i am sad or not because i never show it on my face, and when i am upset i will just smile things off. outside i dont think of things but when i am at home alone lock up in my own room i tend to think of alot of things. so i guess i really hope what she say is gonna be true.
oh well it is getting late, so i guess i am gonna go off and slack haha .... u guys out there be it u are my friend or not, take care and enjoy ur lifes with ur dear once, each person only lives once and experiences everything once, each have only 1 mum and 1 dad so treasure them much no matter how they treat u or hate u but still we have to love them ^^ thought we are gays and already being dislike by the public but we are still humans. dont care bout what people call us and be strong ^^ tc all my friends ^^ love u guys. LOVE U MUMMY and MY DEAR
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
OMG ~~~~ last day of 2008 ~~~~ end of the surprising year and maybe a start of another scary year ? and getting pissed off ???
OMg today is the worst day of my life ... yesterday i chatted to this guy on the net and i ask him to chat on msn and i ask him what was his msn since my msn was having some problems ... and he ask me whats ur msn i add u instead, so i told him my msn was having some problem and he told me scare what msn only mah ... i was like so freaking boiled up hao mah ... if u say it is just a bloody msn than u give me urs right ? so after he gave me his msn i was ok lor we chat on msn ... he say wanna meet mah ... so since it was kinda of a boring day i say i dont mind meeting lor ... than he say he dont have a hp number ... so i thought maybe he really dont have one so i said it is ok u come to my block than u call me, so i gave him my number than i ask him why u dont have a hp he say long story than he say meet me than tell me ... after that when i ask him what time, he told me he cannot make it today ... i was like wtf ... so i thought nvm lor. than he suggested to meet today morning i say ok, than isay how to contact u ... HE SAID TO LEAVE HIM OFFLINE MESSENGES so i say ok ... and when i was sleeping last night, he pmed me but i was asleep how to reply right ? so this morning when i woke up i saw his messenge and i replied him lor. it was like 4 plus in the morning and he was offline mah so i left him offline messenge lor ... than i was out for breakfast and when i was back home it was bnout 9plus ... he was not even online hao ma ... and later when he was online bout 1 plus he threw the blame on me for not confirming that we were meeting today i was like OMG la !!! than i ask him u know how to tell me to leave u offline messenge than u dunno how to leave ONLINE messenge !!! i was like so mad and he keep saying alot of stupid reason which made me even more mad hao ma OMG la ! and the more he said those reason the more i get madder and madder !!
but anyway i dont wanna spoil my mood roar !!! *already spoiled dont wan it to be spoiled further* but i hate guys like this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! roar !!!!!!!! really hate !!!!!!!!! oh well another boggey added to my boggey list ....
anyway today is the last day of year 2008 and after tonight it is a beginning of a brand new year 2009 hahah so lets welcome the new year with open arms and let what have happened in 2008 be it happy or sad be our sweetest memories or lesson learned ~~~~ hahaha hope that everyones new year resolution come true !!!!! haha and mine is to wish to everyone find their mr right and spent the rest of thier life with their mr right forever and ever till the world come to the end and also for my mum to prosper and be happy ~~~~~ ^.^ and that includs me toooo !!!!! hope my mr right will accept me and be with me ~~~~~ love u all ~~~~ and tc ~~~~~~ hehe
but anyway i dont wanna spoil my mood roar !!! *already spoiled dont wan it to be spoiled further* but i hate guys like this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! roar !!!!!!!! really hate !!!!!!!!! oh well another boggey added to my boggey list ....
anyway today is the last day of year 2008 and after tonight it is a beginning of a brand new year 2009 hahah so lets welcome the new year with open arms and let what have happened in 2008 be it happy or sad be our sweetest memories or lesson learned ~~~~ hahaha hope that everyones new year resolution come true !!!!! haha and mine is to wish to everyone find their mr right and spent the rest of thier life with their mr right forever and ever till the world come to the end and also for my mum to prosper and be happy ~~~~~ ^.^ and that includs me toooo !!!!! hope my mr right will accept me and be with me ~~~~~ love u all ~~~~ and tc ~~~~~~ hehe
Friday, December 5, 2008
time to think of the hating years ahead
hahaha thought i am happy for my jie jie and kor kor but iam kinda feeling down... my death time is coming and nearing ... bu oh well kinda tired think bout it and going o enjoy my life other fullest for now =3 anyway last night i played mapel with friends so fun hahaha but kinda angry with the gm F5 hahahaha but oh well was happy and contented haha but oh well pass ler pass ler maybe going with friends again tomorrow =3
woot today was on mirc chatting again and i chatted to someone stayingat bukitpanjang and he say he knows a sotong( which is me ) he said that there was a rumour about me which was that i will say people on the main if anything goes wrong in the private chat haha well no way to say that it is not me but i will say yes i will do that but of cos i dont do it any how if the person were to be super rude, any how spread fake rumours and also idiotic i will do la otherwise i will not lul wasting time lor but oh well .... let it be haha moreover i am ahapy g lucky person =3
hiz time pased so fastandiam kinda bored with my back ground of sakura and lee shaoran so i changed it to this pic haha ist it nice =3 i like i alot kinda so mystical and beautiful =3 but h wellhopeu guys like my new back grund and congratulatonsto my jie jielinda ad ko kor andy =3 grates on ur first child ^.^ and to m friends out tere hat knows that i am a g@y i thats for still being my friends thought iknow it is kinda hrd t accept that i am bu u guys still acceptd me tnx alot love gys alot ^.^ adof cos mummy thanx for accepting who i am keke love u the most ~~~~ anbd thanx for reading my bloggy !!!!!!!!
woot today was on mirc chatting again and i chatted to someone stayingat bukitpanjang and he say he knows a sotong( which is me ) he said that there was a rumour about me which was that i will say people on the main if anything goes wrong in the private chat haha well no way to say that it is not me but i will say yes i will do that but of cos i dont do it any how if the person were to be super rude, any how spread fake rumours and also idiotic i will do la otherwise i will not lul wasting time lor but oh well .... let it be haha moreover i am ahapy g lucky person =3
hiz time pased so fastandiam kinda bored with my back ground of sakura and lee shaoran so i changed it to this pic haha ist it nice =3 i like i alot kinda so mystical and beautiful =3 but h wellhopeu guys like my new back grund and congratulatonsto my jie jielinda ad ko kor andy =3 grates on ur first child ^.^ and to m friends out tere hat knows that i am a g@y i thats for still being my friends thought iknow it is kinda hrd t accept that i am bu u guys still acceptd me tnx alot love gys alot ^.^ adof cos mummy thanx for accepting who i am keke love u the most ~~~~ anbd thanx for reading my bloggy !!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
CONGRATULATION TO LINDA JIE JIE AND ANDY KOR KOR FOR THEIR NEW BORN ^.^
woots hahaha, finally my maple jie lined and maple kor andy gave both to thier first child ^.^ congratulations !!!! hahaha so nice to have created a little life to this wondeful world ^.^ ps bout the late congratulations hahaha kekeke but oh well congratulations to u both ^.^ and kor baby too young to learn call u papa la hahahaha ^.^ anyway wish u guys a happy family kekeke
DARIUS KOR WHEN U HAVEING ONE HUH !?!?!? KEKEKEKE must jiao you wor kekeke hehe rush in to congrates them nia going to rest not feeling very well kekeke ^^ oh well than for reading my bloggy and thanx alot ^^ love u uys and my mummys =3
DARIUS KOR WHEN U HAVEING ONE HUH !?!?!? KEKEKEKE must jiao you wor kekeke hehe rush in to congrates them nia going to rest not feeling very well kekeke ^^ oh well than for reading my bloggy and thanx alot ^^ love u uys and my mummys =3
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