OMG this is the song the one and only song

hi guys... it have been awhile before i have updated my blog ... today while i was watch money i came across this song... and went to youtube and found it. when i hear it, my tears started to roll down and i cried and i started to think of the past ...

this song is so touching, it reminds me of when my father was around where i was a small little boy who have a complete family till the age 5 ... when my father pass away because he was gravely ill ....

this is the one and only song which gravely made me think back of the time when i was so young and was showered with love... whenever my family go out, my mum will hold me on the left hand and my father will hold my right hand ... but after my father pass away my family fell apart ... and totally my family became nothing , till today i love my mum alot and she is the one and only woman i will love so much ... dunno whether or not i will get married but still i will love my mum the most ... my friends envy me because when i told them that my mum knows that i am a gay and yet she did not scold me but just told me to try and change with a smile ... i also felt that i am lucky to have a great mum who will support me no matter what ... thats why i love her the most ... till today, my family is still broken, my mum trying he best to make ends meet, my elder bro not bothering about anything and my second brother with a wife who is like OMG ( dont want to soil my mouth ) i sure miss the time when we were young where we go out in a complete family, where everyone will smile. but now, the family is like a piece of mirror , broken and useless. why cant my bros be more thoughtful, why cant they think that mummy is also in a hardship ? yes she may gamble off but dont u think it is reasonable ? now she knows it is her mistake and she is trying to change dont u think we should give her a chance ? when we are young she look after us, we give her money or let her take our money got wrong ? i dont think it is wrong... yes i may not work but still i have never take alot of money from her ... i know i am useless and soemore i am a gay, but you 2 who are elder and more capable help mum ? mummy is suffering, dont u think it is time you should forgive mummy and help her ? we are a family after all , we should help her i dont want our family to be broken any further, do u know mummy is really hurt till she dont wanna come home ? partially it is me cos i know she is upset about me being a gay, but also she is hurt and upset because of u guys ... all along i have been keeping it as a secret, last time when mummy needed money , i gave her money , how i get so much money ? i gambled and won and i gave her, i try my best and give her what ever she wants but i know mummy is a heavy spender but still no matter what i will still give what she wants if i have the money. but kor kors, if u ever come across my this blog and find out that i am a gay, dont go blame on mummy, mummy have nothing to do with it, it is my own choice and i chose it on my own. so PLEASE i really beg u all forgive mummy ... she have suffered enought, far enought i dont wanna see mummy to collapse .. if that happen it is too late ler ... mummy have sufffered long enought far enought it is time for her to enjoy ... dont forget when we were young , we all did alot of wrong things and mummy forgive us.. why cant we forgive mummy ? i already forgive her and i know she is trying her best to change ... so i beg u all to forgive her ...

she may look strong but i know she is sad when ever she see a couple outside holding hand ... i know she felt hurt but dont worry mummy i will be here for you, forever and ever . what i am worried most now is my mum ... when i am going for ns who will look after her ? what if something happen to me ? who will look after her ? she is the one and only most important thing to me ... i love her the most ... i hope that all the gods will protect my mum and look over her for her wellness and health pls ... i beg all the gods pls do so ...

mummy sorry that i am a gay, and i am sorry for what i have done in the past ... i love you mummy ... i will always be there for you whenever i can, though you may not be at home but everyday i am thinking of you ... thought papa have left this world earlier but i will still be there to love u and care for you ... i love u mummy please rest well and take care of your health~~~~ i know u dunno anything bout blog but i will leave ur initials ( Y.M ) here so at least u know that it is me, your unfaithful son ...